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Where would i be without him? my whole life, my love and my future is with him...when he comes home every day from work and i am there it seems like forever until he arrives.. he is my everything. I am worried when he drives home in a storm and i wish i was there with him to brave the weather together, when he is sad i am sad nad when he is happy i am at my most joyful moments. He makes me feel like i am the only one in the universe and i feel so special and loved when i am in his arms, when we did not know eachother i knew and it happened..love is mysterious and grows in ways you would never imagine...I remember the day i truely fell in love with him and the feeling was so strong and deep i cannot even give it words.. on the verge of tears of joy my life flashed before my eyes and it was with him.. thats when i knew... that whatever came , whatever obsticle approached i was able to work through it because of this burning love that i carry deep within... it fuels my love and i am able to do anything i want because i know it is true. love is the only thing worth living for it is the only thing that is necessary in life, and it is the only force that everyone can have if they give the chance to uncover it... ___----___----___ It was a sunday and I was sitting on the porch waiting for him to ride by..i could hear the sound of tiny wheels hitting the wet pavement; the smell of freshly cut grass, tulips. I am waiting for the day he notices me, wait! is it? could it be? A tiny figure approaches; closer and closer as I glare down the street... only 15 years old, headphones, "the kids arn't alright"... No it is not and I continue my life without him. I am awaiting my wedding day and it is a very rough time..looking out I peer through fog, dew on my apartment window. What will this life bring? As I am alone I think of the seperate worlds we are living and yet we still wait for eachother.. I have a foggy vision, a dream we shall die together... we will get out of this bloggy town and see paris, sydney and fiji.. we will.. and before i know it i hear the words..liz! liz wake up i am leaving for work ..i love you. It starts again.. night shift and i will not see my love for a week... To escape to a tropical paradise would be wonderful at this time..with my family no longer in my life, I feel the winds of change and me starting a new life with the one I love the most.I dream about a day when we can just leave everything behind and escape to another world for a month, a year, 5 years? anything to forget the pain that they shower me with ... I ask myself, what would it be like to change my name? to follow a life where ever it takes me? I say: this is nature.. this is the earth's nature; when a baby bird is ready to fly..it jumps out of the nest relying on nature to help it fly; and when it does it fly's out into nature to start a new life. I have been chosen and am destined to do something amazing with my life and I am meant to share it with someone special. My love my love I wait for the day we are married and we will be joined as one soul..no one will stop it no one has the power to stop it, to spoil it, to threaten it...hatred has no power over love and love conquers all.. Until today I never truely felt sucess in life. After an adventure with him, I have a vision.... He told me that he would go to South America with me to research new cures for cancer...he said he would go anywhere i go... my lifelong dream may come true..but what about children, nursing, a house, his job?? you cannot worry about these things in life you must just go... Truely things dont happen the way that you plan in life.. but they happen for a reason.... we are to be married..the white dress staring at me as I face it alone in the dressing room.. simplicity.elegance.purity...all these things lost in a world that does not exist anymore.. I think about the time when this is all over.. when we are free from everyone in our life.. off to a paradise that they will never know. It is a dance of life that is perfectly consecutive with your destiny ... ....open the dorr liz.. come out.. sall I fit in this a few months from now.. we will never know, but my heart will always fit his. Love comes to people in mysterious ways and can be showwn in many different people and different life styles. My shoes fit perfectly and the way that I am standing in the mirror makes thgis day so unbelivable to me and the rest of my family... Family .. and what is family to some people.. ?? If I have one someday it will be mine and his.. no one elses...I have known nothing but fear in my family for so long and I will not instill fear in my children.. oh to settle down.. I wanna be crazy and wild with him... I am not reasdy for it and I want to do so much with hime that cannot be accomplished with a family hanging over your head like a big dead goose.... here is a story about a girl whose life has taken her in such a different direction her world will never be the same..... I go back to that day on the beach.. we had looked at each other for the last time before the sun set.. sipping our rum as the sun in Fiji was setting; beauty, harmony, the best was yet to come..the stars will be our soon and the moon will be the shining point of my entire life with him. But to tell my whole story I must go back to when he proposed to me on July 5th 2007.

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